Sunday, November 30, 2008

Struggling with the Decision

I am not sure I have made the right decision. The drastic change to my internal organs just seem so much to me and the extreme risk of death. I do not know why but I have this overwhelming thought that I am not going to make it through this procedure. I am starting to get really scared about this.

1 comment:

Mary K. said...

Hi, Thanks for commenting on my blog and reminding me to update it. I haven't had a chance to read all your posts, but if you are doing this surgery because you need a change in your quality of life and health, I have to say for me it was worth it. I overcame diabetes, and I am now able to sit comfortably in a baseball stadium seat. I can do fun things with my son I could never do before, and I feel semi-normal. It's not the be all end all though..not everybody dumps when they eat sugar and fat...so plan for the same struggles with food to be there on the other side. This surgery will buy you some time to make changes...I'm still trying to make mine...you can read more in my post. Good luck no matter what you choose to do:-)
http://my-gastric-bypass.blogspot.com/
Thanks,
Mary