Saturday, November 29, 2008

Getting Nervous

The date was moved up by several weeks thanks to my employer changing insurance coversage. So, now it is in about 3 weeks instead of several weeks away. I am starting to get really nervous about the whole thing and wondering if I made the right choice. Jeez, I know I have to do it. But, it is really starting to scare me. I was preparing to go through this whole process to prepare and that has all been escalated.

I am afraid of the pain and the potential for death. But, the death that I face each night as I glow to sleep with sleep apnea is a worse risk long term. But, I am scared anyways.

Did I make the right choice?

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